Bleh Exams

well... less than a week until i get the chance to fail my math exam, which is a definate yes. i know absolutely nothing. just when i think i'm clear of solving systems and lines and whatnot, i find out that my worst nightmare is coming true. i am not kidding either. i've been working hard to get my mark higher, but its all going to be a waste becuase my exam mark is going to put it right back where it belongs... a 60. bleh exams.
yeah i totally winged my english exam, and i think i did ok... my total lack of motivation to do anything in english will catch up with me sometime soon. Don't blame it on my laziness, cus its not that, its my total lack of disrespect for the teacher. sorry for anyone who likes her, but we do not mix.
hhhmmm... Josh Groban is good. he's all i've been listening to lately cus i've been in such a sombre mood. no more happy songs for kristen. its not that i haven't been happy, but when i'm happy i haven't felt like listening to music... i only do that when i'm pissed off and i need to zone out and think.
Possibly by now you're thinking "man she's unhappy" but i'm really not... its just right now. i can't explain it. my friendships with some people who i used to care about so much have changed and totally gone in some cases. My friends are changing, and that;s not a bad thing necessarily becuase i've changed too... but at some times i really wish i had them back. Don't get me wrong, but the new peopel i've become really good friends with are amazing, and i love them as much as my old(er) friends, but the peopel i could tell things to before, i can;t anymore and i feel almost on the outside lookign in on groups i used to be on the inside of. i am discarded. another temporary friendship gone. bleh screw them.
bleh, on a happier note, i am actually enjoying school and classes now. it is no longer a labour to go to class. i actually get what's going on. yay.

Happy Birthday to all the January babies... there certainly are a lot of you. Jane, Carrie, Natalie, Andrew, Nima, Antonieta, Jamie, Veronica, Cameron, Leanne, Stef, Sunny, Ian, Tamara, mr Mitchell, ORLANDO BLOOM, and me!! whee. so many!! Sorry if i forgot anyone. They're so cool, except maybe Mr Mitchell... the frankenstien look-alike!! LMAO. ooh math class is fun when you have loads of sugar right before.
Woah... i'm feeling better now. Perhaps i shall actually study. Then again, maybe not.