PA day...

yes, it was a PA day today, yet somehow i still had to go to school. well... actually it wasn't bad becuase there was free pizza involved and yeah... ok i'll admit it, it was fun. so yes... I WENT TO SCHOOL FOR BAND!!! muahahaha... band geekyness...actually, it was trumpet ensemble not band... oh well we still got pizza. good pizza. dominoes pizza.

so yeah... school has been uneventful. band trip on thurs to Unionvilla. we were squished. and mr caswell decided to squish ivan and i by sitting in our seat (which already had a trumpet, a flugel, a tenor sax, ivan and i in it) all becuase ivan didn't do something for mr caswell. boo.

then... i skipped history. it was TECHNICALLY the first time i have fully skipped a period cus i could have gone... but i needed to eat lunch and it was a sub anyways. meh... mom's only slightly pissed. i could do worse.

gah... my parents had an interview with mr mitchel... that was horrible... i got the whole "kristen is an above 60 math sudent. she is capable of atleast a 75."
thanks for the insightful outlook.

there's one thing that has been bugging me lately. well it all started maybe wed(?), so anywhoo, i'm eating breakfast, and i go "scott (my brother) did you feed your fish yesterday?" cus i knew he hadn't. i got the reply "no, because i wasn't in the basement yesterday."
that REALLY pissed me off. not because he was lazy but the fact that he neglected a living creature becuase it wasn't convenient for him to go down and feed his fish!! i have confronted him about it before because it says clearly "feed fish twice a day" on the bottle, and when i asked him whether he had been feeding it twice a day, he goes "no i just give it a lot at night" I WANTED TO SCREAM. a fish is not a gas tank. you don't jsut fill it up all at once. how would you like it if you only got fed once a day, and it was just a whole bunch at once. ONE BUFFET MEAL A DAY. thats it. you'd be hungry too.
maybe i'm just really concerned about animals and how no one speaks loud enough for them becuase they don;t have a voice of their own. but it really got to me. especially since we had just talked about generosity at the LEAD seminar and how people are more likely to give if its convenient for them. it just bugged me, alot. and now, since i've made that connection, i've been starting to think about how its not right that it has to be convenient in order for people to give. PEOPLE ARE SO STINGY. grr... i dunno what my point is through all of this. i'm just mad.

ooh... i jsut had an idea. it'd be fun and it'd feel good. i want to jsut randomly go downtown and convert $20 to loonies or whatever and give a loonie to every homeless person i see. I think it'd be fun... anyone want to join me? it'd be my random money for random people project. ooh i'm excited!

well... on the brighter side of things, i'm going to be in a photo shoot soon!! he he everyone across canada will be looking at my smiling face next year. even though its for girl guides. meh. i'm excited. again.

nothing much else is new in the life of kristen. kristen is still bitching about certain ppl, but what's new? kristen is also excited about the christmas concert on wed/thurs. kristen is starting to sound more and more like carrie, but kristen doesn't mind. kristen has also been thinking about certain things and certain people lately, which is interesting to kristen becuase it is unexpected. no one understands kristen, not even kristen, which makes kristen sad. ok kristen really has to stop.

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wow... that was scary, but then again, i'm one strange person. i admit it.

i swear there were a bunch of other things that i wanted to say, but i can't think of it. so i guess i will say good bye for now. i need sleep. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ...