ISN'T IT CALLED HOUSELEAGUE FOR A REASON?

ok, today was pretty much an uneventful day as well, except this lead meeting this morning(more about that later), UNTIL soccer.

ok, so i asked my coach, can i play forward, i don't like defence, and he says yes. SO, the girl i'm supposed to be replacing won't let me switch with her! i'm standing in my position, and she says "no, i changed my mind i don't want to play defence" so I say, "well, i was supposed to play forward" but the ref starts the game, and so i just move back to defence (there are only 3 girls on my team and all the guys are either asses or too quiet to talk to, so i'm trying to be friendly), and we comprimised we'd switch at the whistle for subs. SO, the whistle comes, and i go to move forward, and she motions "no, you stay there!" Meanwhile her dad is yelling "come on Natalie, switch!" DOES SHE DO ANYTHING?? NO!!!! she goes on her merry way playing forward.... and now i am SO F-ING PISSED OFF, seriously, its not even funny.
i honestly don't understand how she can feel good about herself anymore! she promised, and she broke that promise INTENTIONALLY!! i mean, i'd understand if she forgot, becuase i know i forget sometimes too, BUT THIS WAS 10 MINS LATER. gah... i don't even know how she can sleep at night. i hope she doesn't. i know that is harsh, but then again, what she did to me was inexcusable. i know its only one soccer game, but the fact that she did that makes me all the more mad. no more ms nice girl.
i talked to the coach, and he's going to do something about it. which is good. i really like this years coach, he's one of the best coaches i've had in a LONG time. don't get me started on the other ones. this year's coach is fair, like it should be in houseleague. this thing between me and her isn't about soccer anymore.

on a slightly brighter note, the LEAD meeting this morning went well, until mr caswell came and kept reminding us of things that needed to be done. aren't we supposed to be positive and supportive? oh well, in the end, we'll live.

Other people are starting to get on my nerves too. and i knwo other people share my opinion, cus we've talked about it. these "fake Leaders" are springing up quickly. i just wish other people will get a turn. things need to be take into thei're own hands. enough said.

CIVICS!! it was boring, as usual, but i got to see cameron!! (he told me to say that) but in all seriousness, i miss hanging out with him so much. this year's nott eh same, i mean its been good, cus i've been hanging around with giftees more, who i could never go without, but i do miss having lunch with some ppl. but you can't win them all, can you?

oh well... Band tomorrow morn, adn stoopid tape test still to do, so i had better get going. more insight into my life later.